don’t you agree that everyone should at least mean what they say or say what they mean? life would definitely be easier to maneuver through minus all the ambiguity. i hate floating in a haze – never knowing what the real story is. i’m totally in the dark, and the worst part about it is, it is partly my own doing.
right now, i’m feeling exhausted from making heads or tails of a particular situation. it’s been a constant roller-coaster of emotions for about two years now, and frankly, it’s wearing me out. i believe i would actually be shouting out in frustration if i weren’t in the office right now. but then again, maybe i’m over-analyzing things … or maybe it’s about time i get a shrink.
either way, i’ve resolved to shut out that aspect of my life (yeah right, for about the nth time now …). i figure, if there’s nothing more i can do about it, why cause myself the unnecessary stress? i’m not even making sense to myself now. wish me luck …
